Erin MacKinnon shares MacDonald's sentiment.

She has raised five children in the community and three still live there. They've never considered leaving.

"It was important for us to stay and it was even important to let people know that it was OK to stay," MacKinnon said.

MacKinnon said it's also important to add to the community. A playground completed in 2021 is a major part of that.

"The first thing we all were saying [was] we want a playground, we want somewhere where our kids can feel safe, because their healing was more important than our own healing as adults," MacKinnon said.

Building materials lie at the site of a new community hall being built in Portapique, N.S. (Angela MacIvor/CBC)

The residents have now turned their attention to a new community hall.

The Rotary Club of Truro is one of the groups spearheading the hall's construction.

"This project, we've labelled it the Portapique community buildup project, and it was all about creating an opportunity for the residents of the community to be able to come together and literally and figuratively rebuild their community," said Alana Hirtle of the Rotary Club of Truro.

The foundation was poured last fall. Construction workers are framing the structure with the goal of completing it by September. 

A hall had stood on the site for about 200 years, but the old structure was too dilapidated to be saved. Some of its beams will be incorporated into the new structure.

Not interested in report's findings

As for the release of the commission's report this week, MacDonald said he isn't interested. He said worrying about that weekend would be like worrying about lightning striking the same place twice.

"It's a very rare odd chance that what happened here in Portapique happened, and I think for those lessons learned to be needed again here would be really bad luck," MacDonald said. 

"Like … I would really hope that that's not something we need to worry about."

MacDonald said he's focused on completing the hall and to figure out how to make sure it's sustainable for the future.

How to remember that weekend remains a subject of debate.

In the days following the murders, when the COVID-19 pandemic prevented people from gathering together to mourn, an impromptu roadside memorial — stuffed animals, flowers, signs and cards — popped up. 

"The shrine at the side of the road, although well-intentioned, was difficult for residents to drive past every day," Hirtle said.

It was a constant reminder, she said, adding that everything from the memorial has been saved. "There may be a few pieces put in the hall once we have walls up and we can see what we've got for display space."

MacKinnon said a more fitting memorial will be the programs offered through the community hall.

Those program's will honour Emily Tuck's love of music, Lisa McCully's love of teaching, Jamie Blair's love of sports and the legacies of the others who died that weekend.